Veniasubec | Fourteen | AB type | 165 cm | Key & YS & Ray is my trully bias | LDH & CKH & CMH ruined my bias list| Avril Lavigne's Squad | Fashion. Graphics. Fanfiction | Basketball. Dancing. Marching Band |
Hai! it has been long time since I fangirling, blogwalking, and post something. 'cause im really on my gold-cage-prison. Today is 5 months right before i go for my final test. Yeah, I have been studying for 3 years, and now I must work hard for 3-days-determination /die/
Beside of that, I have many-teenage-problem and I think i'll going to mental hospital if I can't control my self. Im in love with someone, yeah its my first time I really like a boy and he said he loves me too, but sadly that idiot-guy can't act first, so im willing for sacrifice for the first flirt lol. Its not a real flirting, I just chat him and ask random things to him. Mostly, about math or physichs, he's master of that things lololol
AND CRUELLY (?), he is also like my bestfriend and my friend like him too. Oh its really confused-complicated-andreally stressed love story. But no matter, I have plan for my future, and Im confident i'll find my right guy when im in College lol. I have my first boyfriend, and he is my first husband and my first kiss of course lol.
Secondly, I have mental problem with myself, i dont know what its called, but why i feel like i lost my self. I was the vice-chairman of OSIS in my school, but if I give some command, but they look not notice me at all. I hate this feeling of being ignored. Im not like this before, everytime i give command, they'll immediately do it. WHERE IS ME AT THE PAST? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?
And did you know that i have one friend thats not really in on my friend list? yes that is, the girl that have cheap price and atracted more costumers, She seems to start a war with me. First, on my second Try Out, i did my test on thursday and she did her test on saturday, so she do get the test questions from all paket! from A to D, she did get to know all the question. And the results, she was on 16 and im on 51. WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!!
Im really mad at this, but slowly i can understand , "someone must get to know how feel of fall down, so they must work hard to get the above" And i know she works hard to study, so it just my fault that i have to get the under rank.
Im almost did apologize to her, but her bitch act cancel my intention to apologize.
On the third Try Out, i think she won't borrowing the test question, but i saw her and her bestfriend on the teacher office, hold 4 test question (the color is different) and asking for the answer to the teacher. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BITCH DOING HUH?
WANNA PLAY UNFAIR WITH ME BEHIND MY BACK? YOU DIE!
And the results, she get on rank 11, and i dont know im on what rank now!
oh seroiusly, i think i take too much attention to this bitch and it waste my time.
Hai! it has been long time since I fangirling, blogwalking, and post something. 'cause im really on my gold-cage-prison. Today is 5 months right before i go for my final test. Yeah, I have been studying for 3 years, and now I must work hard for 3-days-determination /die/
Beside of that, I have many-teenage-problem and I think i'll going to mental hospital if I can't control my self. Im in love with someone, yeah its my first time I really like a boy and he said he loves me too, but sadly that idiot-guy can't act first, so im willing for sacrifice for the first flirt lol. Its not a real flirting, I just chat him and ask random things to him. Mostly, about math or physichs, he's master of that things lololol
AND CRUELLY (?), he is also like my bestfriend and my friend like him too. Oh its really confused-complicated-andreally stressed love story. But no matter, I have plan for my future, and Im confident i'll find my right guy when im in College lol. I have my first boyfriend, and he is my first husband and my first kiss of course lol.
Secondly, I have mental problem with myself, i dont know what its called, but why i feel like i lost my self. I was the vice-chairman of OSIS in my school, but if I give some command, but they look not notice me at all. I hate this feeling of being ignored. Im not like this before, everytime i give command, they'll immediately do it. WHERE IS ME AT THE PAST? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?
And did you know that i have one friend thats not really in on my friend list? yes that is, the girl that have cheap price and atracted more costumers, She seems to start a war with me. First, on my second Try Out, i did my test on thursday and she did her test on saturday, so she do get the test questions from all paket! from A to D, she did get to know all the question. And the results, she was on 16 and im on 51. WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!!
Im really mad at this, but slowly i can understand , "someone must get to know how feel of fall down, so they must work hard to get the above" And i know she works hard to study, so it just my fault that i have to get the under rank.
Im almost did apologize to her, but her bitch act cancel my intention to apologize.
On the third Try Out, i think she won't borrowing the test question, but i saw her and her bestfriend on the teacher office, hold 4 test question (the color is different) and asking for the answer to the teacher. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BITCH DOING HUH?
WANNA PLAY UNFAIR WITH ME BEHIND MY BACK? YOU DIE!
And the results, she get on rank 11, and i dont know im on what rank now!
oh seroiusly, i think i take too much attention to this bitch and it waste my time.
Veniasubec | Fourteen | AB type | 165 cm | Key & YS & Ray is my trully bias | LDH & CKH & CMH ruined my bias list| Avril Lavigne's Squad | Fashion. Graphics. Fanfiction | Basketball. Dancing. Marching Band |
